Don’t accuse me
When my day turns to gray
On my way but I had to stay
Behind the curtain time stand still
Burned out of energy - a loss of will
Something tells me I had to go
Yes I know but my feet won't go
Fear is the name of the monster out there
A witchdoctor in my ear
Don't accuse me
Don't leave me here in doubt
I got some good good reason
To take the easy way out
All these intruders
Voices down my phone
Like buy and sell day traders
Just leave me here alone
Don't blame me for telling lies
Read the secrets in my eyes
Don´t touch me I get cold
When you start to reach my soul
I´m a mother nature son
The countdown just begun
What we are is what we see
I´m just a wannabe
Don't accuse me
Don't leave me here in doubt
I got some good good reason
To take the easy way out
All these intruders
Voices down my phone
Like buy and sell day traders
Just leave me here alone
I got some good good reason
To take the easy way out
The perfect family
She's a one-woman army
A strategy-thinker
And a bitch
Who forces him to be
A career builder
Who teach
Their children to be
What the parents only want to see
In the image of The perfect family
He's a double trouble-shooter
A stand-up comedian
And a jerk
She's the family doctor
A person healer
Who work's
So hard to be
What the neighbors like to see
In the image of The perfect family
Yes they are perfect
And they look perfect
And they fit so perfectly
In the image of The perfect family
Time-controller
Weight watcher
Low fat
Girls made for a catwalk
Boys for football
Knowing that
A perfect life in perfect harmony
Fits the image of the perfect family
Yes they are perfect
And they look perfect
And they fit so perfectly
In the image of The perfect family
Yes they are perfect
And they look perfect
And they fit so perfectly
In the image of The perfect family
Fat boy
Fat boy so sad to day
Don't know what to say
Fat boy fat fool
The world is evil the world is cruel
Fat boy Fat boy Fat boy
Fat boy in his sleep
Fat boy out in the deep
Blue ocean of fantasy
No more pain no misery
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy wants to see
The world as a place he likes to be
More than twisted lies
More than monsters in disguise
Fat boy they let you down
Turned you to a sad eyed clown
Take away your confidence
Breaking you down at every fence
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy you cry for help
Fat boy you hide in yourself
Fat boy running wild
Fat boy lonely child
Fat boy so sad to day
Don't know what to say
Fat boy fat fool
The world is evil the world is cruel
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Fat boy fat boy fat boy fat boy
Love had never been so near
SHE STEPPED IN TO HIS ROOM
FOUND HIM LAYIN LIFELESS ON THE BED
THE FIRST IMPRESSION THAT SHE GOT
WAS THAT HE WAS DEAD
HE DID'NT BREATH HIS SKIN WAS PALE AND WHITE
SHE GOT DOWN ON HER KNEES
AND TURNED HIM ON TO HIS SIDE
SHE SAID GOOD HELP ME WHAT CAN I DO
BETTER CALL THE AMBULANCE
A HEART MASSAGE COULD HELP HIM SOMEHOW
GOTTA GIVE HIM THAT CHANCE
SHE TRIES TO OPEN HIS EYES
BUT ALL SHE SEES ARE THE WHITES
OH MY GOD SHE CRIES
AS SHE KNELT THERE BY HIS SIDE
HE DON'T WANNA BE A GROWN UP MAN
HE STILL WANTS TO BE A BOY
LIVING IN HEES FANTASYLAND
PLAYING WITH HIS TOYS
HE FEELS HER TEARS HE FEEL HER FEARS
A CLOSENESS NOW HE NEVER HAD
LOVE HAD NEVER BEEN SO NEAR
AS HE PRETENDED TO BE DEAD
LATER ON THE HOSPITAL
DOCTORS FINAL CONCLUSION
IT'S A DEEP FELT LONGING A DEEP FELT NEED
A BEGGING FOR ATTENTION
HE FELT HER TEARS HE FELT HER FEARS
A CLOSENESS NOW HE NEVER HAD
LOVE HAD NEVER BEEN SO NEAR
AS HE PRETENTED TO BE DEAD
NO LOVE HAD NEVER BEEN SO NEAR
AS HE PRETENTED TO BE DEAD
Hole in my soul
I'm born in Seoul
Korea so I told
Left by a mother
Just a few hours old
She didn't hug me
When they took me
And gave me a hole in my soul
I'm born in Seoul
Got nothing at all
They named me nobody
Left me all alone
Waiting for somebody
Who wants to
take me as their own
Got some fundamental questions
who where and why
Gotta get some answers
Who am I
Feelin' like a stranger
A stranger in this world
Lookin' for an angel
To fill this hole in my soul
I'm going back to Seoul
To reach my goal
Find You my mother
Before you get too old
I'm gonna ask you to help me
Fill this hole in my soul
I've got that constant
restless feeling
Of total emptiness
I've got that never
Ending longing
For unfilled basic needs
Now I'm adopted
i got family friends and all
But still I feel abandoned
Still I got this hole in my soul
I'm going back to Seoul
To reach my goal
Find You my mother
Before you get too old
I'm gonna ask you to help me
Fill this hole in my soul
Bartenders Blues
Now, I'm just a bartender, and I don't like my work,
But I don't mind the money at all.
I see lots of sad faces and lots of bad cases
Of folks with their backs to the wall.
But I need four walls around me to hold my life,
To keep me from going astray,
And a honky-tonk angel to hold me tight
To keep me from slipping away.
I can light up your smokes, I can laugh at your jokes,
I can watch you fall down on your knees.
I can close down this bar, I can gas up my car,
I can pack up and mail in my key.
But I need four walls around me to hold my life,
To keep me from going astray,
And a honky-tonk angel to hold me tight
To keep me from slipping away.
Now, the smoke fills the air in this honky-tonk bar
And I'm thinking 'bout where I'd rather be.
But I burned all my bridges, I sank all my ships
And I'm stranded at the edge of the sea.
But I need four walls around me to hold my life,
To keep me from going astray,
And a honky-tonk angel to hold me tight
To keep me from slipping away
Mothers destiny child
Dirty Words
Hanging round the backyards
Standing on the corner of the streets
Painting on the walls
Talkin´ secret codes
What´s inside their heads
bad-mannered kids
Lady at the curtain
Is in no doubt
Knows for certain
What they talkin about
Getting so upset
At the words they said
She cant stand those dirty words
Uh uh those dirty words
Substitute for the love act
Found it so absurd
Words she´ll never mention
Don´t get her attention
She cant stand those Dirty words
What will she do
If a child wants her to explain
Why boys and girls
Don´t look the same
She aint got the words
Only what she heard
All because of her father
When you see her
You may recognize
A touch of a little girl
getting closer
you realize
a woman who rules the world
And by the time when you come to know her better
See her anger and her tears
It's a pattern of vendetta
That suddenly appears
All because of her father
- took away her will
All because of her father
- don't allow her to be her-self
All because of her father
- looking for revenge
All because of her father
- a stranger to her-self
She'll seduce you
Lighten up your gloom
Makes you feel curious
Chain you
In her room
Let you know that she´s the boss
Like silent rain that changes to thunder
Love is changing to hate
You may wonder
You may hesitate
All because of her father
- took away her will
All because of her father
- don't allow her to be her-self
All because of her father
- looking for revenge
All because of her father
a stranger to her-self
Wall of silence
You smile to me and say how are you'?
I say, well all right, but what about you?
We lie to each other its no use to tell the truth
We are prisoners here and we're all afraid to lose.
We are living in a system of jungle law.
Where life becomes a psychological war
We know some simple rules and basic moves
It's you against me and it´s Me against you
Got to keep on telling lies
Never break the wall of silence
Keep on wearing disguise
Stayin wise ... close our eyes
And never break the wall of silence
The system will notice every step you take
You're sure to lose if you make just one mistake
The only real chance you have for escape
Is to use blackmail, corruption and bribes.
We are silent people and we know this dirty game
But in our hearts we still got a burning flame
All prisoners here in the name of humanity
We're searching for life and still longing to be free
Got to keep on telling lies
Never break the wall of silence
Keep on wearing a disguise
Stayin wise ... close our eyes
And never break the wall of silence
Those who got the power and make all the laws
Build them selves a tower - start a war
They keep you silent, thru' torture and violence
They take control of you - inside your head
They got to know every word ( that ) you said
Depend on silence ...
Your wall of silence
Got to keep on telling lies
Never break the wall of silence
Keep on wearing disguise
Stayin wise ... close our eyes
And never break the wall of silence
Bluebird
There are Mountains and Oceans between us
But in my thoughts you are here somewhere
In my landscape of far away memories
I still can feel you in the air
Like a sound from a Martin forty-seven
The feeling of something shining through
And where ever you may be in my heaven
The sound of you will stop me feeling blue
Bluebird - Send me some Bluebird word
Fly me inspiration from your Bluebird world
Where the blind street musician
Playing a Bluebird tune
Deep in the heart of Nashville
In a Bluebird sunny afternoon
